God loves you....but....
I really don't even know where to begin...but I'll try. I read once that every time your heart breaks and it's put back together, there's always a little piece that's missing. Like when you break a plate, you can find all the pieces and glue it back together but it never fits just right because of all the tiny little pieces got lost when it shattered. Yesterday did that to me. My heart is broken and I know, without a shadow of a doubt, that I'll never be the same. Yesterday I finally found out why my child has been so withdrawn, anxious, and scared of everything that could happen. This had been going on for quite some time. I couldn't really pinpoint exactly what was going on with him, it was just a mama's gut feeling that he was really struggling with something huge...and, oh, he was. My independent child didn't go anywhere that required him to be away us. He was melting down at bedtime unless he slept on the couch because "someone mig